Never do I recall a day in my life that I took such a deep breath and receive such gratification. After taking a few minutes to really be in tune to what I was feeling with this, it became apparent to me I was onto something here with the cleansing sense of nourishment and as though necessary cells that had been deprived for some time now, suddenly had the adequate nourishment that they had been missing for some time.
Fear of exploring areas of life that intrigued me my entire life had not only caused significant inner anger and turmoil, yet was stood in my way of personal growth in so many key milestones of development. As I continue to put it all together and face myself in beneficial ways, I continue to feel more at peace inside and less anxious and afraid of myself. Once we stop fearing ourselves related to others fear or lack of proper knowledge and tolerance, we gain power and strength over ourselves. Our past behaviour that inhibited our inner growth began to offer us insight and internal composure, which is the ultimate freedom and discovery that can be life altering once we are finally able to let go of the unnecessary patterns of guilt and in-acceptance of ourselves and others we feared for various reasons all these years...providing a win win existence eventually.
True inner peace feels to be achievable once we fully commit and decide to be completely honest with ourselves and others, thus lacking the required achievable balance of intellect between emotional IQ and intellectual IQ. Some of our biggest fears stem from our past desire to fit in to a mold that was shaped by our evolving society, past upbringing, lack of awareness, religion, music, movies, television, radio, education, others opinions and feelings, and drugs- whether it be pills, mind altering drinks and inhalants, or substances. Once we decided to take initiative and control over our lives is when the battle surely begun and continues to be a struggle of some sort, each and every day. The hardest part in regaining composure and sanity amidst a storm of this kind has been the slippery slope with how to tell it like it is from an outside the box perspective that holds such clarity and truth which will yield significant, inevitable change of infinite balance for years and years to come.
Once we realise how easily influence able we are, it is then that we awaken to the ways of the world- both good and bad, frightening and not so frightening. It is then that we are filled with hope, courage, and a certain inner peace that starts evolving and awakening our deepest, inner being and through using whatever senses we have to work with at various moments we begin to connect and come together or more in sync in ways that we had only dreamed of in the past. The day we felt our dreams to start coming true through our connections and keen abilities and heightened awareness of the senses that were lacking, we utilised the tools necessary to wrk with that had inhibited us in the past, or better way to put it, kept us from connecting and uniting as a brave new world, combined of such amazing amount of unleashed talent and ability to serve as the ultimate founding foundation and key to the harmony of our universe.
