The Untold Truths of a Recovering Drama Princess

      As any drama princess or queen would typically not disclose, I am one of the few that has chosen to tell all, in hopes of providing those I care about and am strongly connected to with the will or desire to see themselves more clearly as I have in a way that is significantly uncomfortable at first and for awhile depending on how far someone has gotten in to this way of thinking/ behaving in their everyday lives that inevitably can and does more harm than good for enough lives.  It became more and more clear to me that this was happening to me amidst a life changing event.  It then became my goal to gain clarity and spiritual/ emotional growth to best serve others, as I have clearly been chosen to do.  As any person that serves in the world is aware through experience, we can easily get drained and exhausted emotionally if we don't establish a concrete system in our daily lives to keep up with the energy flow that we are a huge part of, yet do not always have the necessary awareness to this fact that we start realizing that the other successful and thriving "team" players/ people serving the public have, yet though observation and time, we begin to open our eyes and see things for what they are.  Our next big step then becomes much easier and attainable to then provide the necessary energy and clarity that pieces it all together for the world in a solid way to distribute the power.  I see and feel harmony as the perfect balance between two opposing energy fields, and comparable to a lasting battery that endures the flow and balances the proper energy flow. I had no idea that my job in life was so key and imperative in its purpose that in the past I looked upon with no solid understanding and necessary depth of knowledge.  Once we gain this insight and are put to the test, it thankfully becomes less about winning and being the best or "right" one, yet more so becomes more than part of our will to survive and help others struggling in similar ways to escape the same survival mode that the mind can easily snap into with traumatic events that signal or activate the fight or flight mechanism, thus calling for a combined effort of help and meeting of the minds to avoid future disaster to our minds, as well as to precent further loss to our economy and health.   We are put into a position that then better directs our energies as should be or have been, to flourish and shine as we were originally called to do.  We then clearly know we have accomplished  breakthrough in our emotional growth once we interrupt our past cycle of sanity and refuse to ever go back living in the cycle of doing the same things over and over again expecting different results.  The sense of relief and growth feels incredible and intensifies our whole life meaning and we then begin to be positively contagious, as we Had desired Early on In Our lives yet werent aware of the avoidable distractions And misguiding We Had given the benefit of the doubt for long enough.  No longer did we want to be steered off course by people that knew how to manipulate us or have a strong sense of control over our thoughts and feelings.  It is then that they lost the power to do so, and we took back what we knew we needed to and deserved, because we had earned it and this gave us one of the best feelings we had ever had in the course of our life events.  Good sportsmanship can come into play in our lives when we win or feel loss in certain ways, as we recall back to how it feels to lose or win in any game, with the key ingredients from what I have experienced or strengthened/ lacked at various times to be grace, respect, humbleness, humility, and desire or ability to learn from a losing games failed combined efforts/ weaknesses as well as learn from a winning games combined efforts/ strengths.   I realise life isn't a game, yet an opportunity to grow in our strengths and weaknesses, and as we all journey, we find that age is a number more than anything to identify where we compare to each other or measure up even.  The day we stop trying to measure up or push others to measure up that are signalling or showing clear signs of regression and need to focus their attentions and energy on other important emotional or intellectual milestones as means to catch up, is the day the light goes on and we see love, kindness, and patience lead the way as is the answer and key to the improving and evolving of our struggling country.  The day we stop fearing change and others that think differently or express emotions as necessary based on how their minds have evolved or rewired due to stress or various factors, is also huge in bringing forth this necessary advancement and progress marches on.